Hatred
There is much in me
He is mingled with my sadness
He is my slave
When he breaks out
He transforms me
I become the hatred
I become his slave
I become the bursting water tower
Flooding everyone with my hatred
Destroying all
I must regain control
Ich mag den Schatten
Er ist dunkel
Er ist meine Tarnung
Mein Schutz
Ich mag das Licht nicht
Es ist hell
Es Zeigt mich
meine Schwäche
Der Schatten ist mein Heim
Es ist wo ich bleibe
Das Licht kann besuchen
Aber es kann nicht bleiben
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english translation below
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I like the shadow
It is dark
It is my camouflage
My protection
I do not like the light
It is bright
It reveals me
My weakness
The shadow is my home
It is where I stay
The light may visit
But it may not remain
I am alone
I am not alone
How does this happen
How is it possible
I am surrounded by people
Yet, I am still alone
Perhaps, it's because
I don't know them
They are all here
Yet, they are so far away
Or am I the one who is far away
I do not know
We never talk
We never interact
We are close
Yet, greatly separated
I am the walking contradiction
I contradict myself in so many ways
I want to die
I want to live
I know myself
I do not know myself
I am sane
I am insane
I am surrounded
I am alone
I am intelligent
I am ignorant
I see things
I am blind
I know things
I know nothing
I am honest
Yet I lie
How can one be so contradicting
I am the walking contradiction
